I got things packed up recently. I got myself motivated again, with the help of people around. I've been slowly going back to what I have, doing my job with my utmost effort and being dedicated of more than hitting the said metrics. Lately i was very drained out, with the negative things circulating around me and finally had break those out. Just as i read this quote from one of our managers who are already leaving the company, "if you feel demotivated, always think back on why the hell in the first place you were here". I thank him so much for sharing such thoughts and now its up for the gold again.